To hui jin:
since u hate mi tt much?y bother wrting mi on ur blog?or izzit ur 'blog is for ppl to c n write their feelings" or wateva crap?i was suspecting u?i wasnt ok... show mi ur witness larh...ever heard "bitten once, twice shy"?or is ur english lousy until nvr hear tis be4?cnt stande mi wif ur so called desponess?dun stand it lar...hu ask u to stand it? u could sit on it politely n i dun giv a damn...desponess taken over my whole soul?u nt mi how u noe?u cn give a defintion of despo n soul?go check up dictionary larh limited brain...some things is yes, hard, bt its nt impossible...wat make u tink i would not be able to forget her?how u noe nxt year i wun forget her?or cn u see into the future wif ur pea sized brain?i cnt understand a passage from a compo?plz larh... compo no feeling human hav ok...compo cnt tink human cn ok!if i cnt understand den u dunnid tkae o lvl foreva man!!i treated u as a fren n u said dun care abt the frens tin?veri well then,i will not care abt it too!!fine, u cn sae tt,den how do u feel if u heard tt someone spoke ur name out loud n u heard them,bt they immediately clam up n sae nvr sae?fine, i might've heard wrongly,so?ppl cnt make mistake?durian cn?lol...c my face muz sae despo kia?dun c my face lor!!hu ask u c?wanna sae it, n somehow she in front,by all means go!i dun giv a fuck abt it!cuz i dun care how any of u tink ler!how u wish i cn disappear from ur sight?sure,dun look at mi man!!get lost,transfer sch or wateva!!go jump of a building!u would nvr c mi agn!!if i in front of u whreva u sit n go,go in front of mi lar..or r u so weak until u cnt go in front of mi?if u so wanna end our frenship,by all means!i dun giv a fuck anymore!u dun wan frens tt r despo? rather disown them?woah!! i so scared,u tink u cn i cnt meh?once more,go check up despo in the dictionary!thank mi?i dun nd ur thanks or watever..keep them for the children if u even hav some!hell forget her?lol...u wrote tt u dun deny mi trying to forget her,so y u writing tis?i wanna forget her u ass!!is ur eyes so eluded tt u cnt c a thing?!!if i carry on lyk tis n i will lose all my frens one by one?woah i so scared!i had alrdy said tt if u dun wanan bother abt mi den DONT!i dun giv a faarkfor i was alone as i had mentioned!!get ur facts rite!loads of ppl cnt stand my 'desponess'?i said liao,dun stand it!sit on it or let it stand on u!hate mi so much?!by hell!!go off den!!nvr bother abt mi!!y u still write abt mi if u hate mi?!if dun hav mi in my squad will be perfect?den i dun go lor!!u tink u so gd arh?come n do larh!!stupid ass!!hearing my timing muz disinfect ur ears?!den dun listen or c lor!!be deaf or blind or go away from here!!!Kan ni na bei chao chee bye...fucking angry...bt orh well...i dun giv a damn...wanna fite?c'mon man!!tink i scared of u?!go jump in a lake larh!!!

to the despo kia

what i write in my blog is none of my business .. like what gladys said .. this is my blog . i can say what i want . its not your freaking problem . and hello at least i not like you right .. blog is for everyone to see ... you still must act like one mouse liddat dowan other ppl see your blog ... diao la . show witness right come la .. i can name you .. SHARLENE SAKDIYAH YUANHUI ... u got witness that you not suspecting me anot .. huh huh huh .. don have diam diam la .hello and whos english is lousy .. i think its yours la chibai .. its ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY .. NOOB ...not bitten once twice shy .. dunno words don eny how say .. later paiseh nia . you seem like the freaking person who is lousy in english lor still say me .. knn .. and i cant stand your freaking desponess .. you show it EVERYWHERE ... its my problem right .. my mouth right ?? what can u do man .and why must i be so polite to a despo freak like u .. YOU DONT DESERVE MY RESPECT MAN ! and hello your desponess has overtaken your soul .. i not you how i know right ?? its pretty obvious la hor .. FROM YOUR FREAKING ACTIONS DUMBASS ...i dare you read sharlene's blog man ... cb kia . and hello .. don hum la .. you dare you tag on my blog la still post in your blog for what .. like this i need a personal messenger .. don dare tag ar .. dare ppl gang up on u isit .. kanasai . and u want a definition of desperate and soul rite .. here it is . with thanks to the dictionary at http://www.ask.com/
Desperate .. and you match the 2nd and third one .
1)desperate
(adj.)
Having lost all hope; despairing.
2)desperate
(adj.)
Marked by, arising from, or showing despair: the desperate look of hunger; a desperate cry for help.
3)desperate
(adj.)
Reckless or violent because of despair: a desperate criminal.

Soul : you are like a DEAD person by being that desperate .. so all 3 fits you

1)soul
(n.)
The animating and vital principle in humans, credited with the faculties of thought, action, and emotion and often conceived as an immaterial entity.
2)soul
(n.)
The spiritual nature of humans, regarded as immortal, separable from the body at death, and susceptible to happiness or misery in a future state.
3)soul
(n.)
The disembodied spirit of a dead human.

and if u want something not so whatever right .. i shall say .. YOUR DESPONESS HAS TAKEN OVER YOUR BODY ... HAPPY ?? kns
i say you cant forget her .. why .. IF U EVEN TRIED TO FORGET HER , YOU WOULD HAVE IN LIKE THE LAST FEW YEARS NOOB . YOU KNOW ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO BE WITH HER ANYMORE AFTER SINCE SHE GOT YONG JUN NOOB ... ITS SO FREAKING OBVIOUS MAN ... YOU BLIND ?? CANT SEE IT ??AND WHOS BRAIN SMALLER MAN ... LETS SEE WHOS HEAD ... YOU SAY MINE IS PEA SIZED ... HAVE YOU SEEN IT BEFORE ??? I CAN SAY ITS A NO ! STRAIGHT NO ! YOU THINK YOU TORTISE CAN HIDE INSIDE YOUR SHELL I SCARD AR .. KNS .. AND I THINK U DUNO WHAT IM SAYING MAN .. I SAID THE WAY U UNDERSTAND PEOPLE IS LIKE A PILE OF SHIT . PEOPLE TELL U NORTH YOU GO SOUTH .. PEOPLE TELL U EAST YOU GO WEST .. SIMPLE YOU UNDERSTAND ?? AT FIRST YOU ASK HER TO UNBLOCK YOU .. SHE DID IT .. THEN AFTER THAT YOUR WIERD MSN NICKS COME AGAIN .. THATS 2 . THEN AFTER THAT ON MSN U ASK HER WIERD STUFF ... SHE GOT PISSED AND THERE YOU GO .. BLOCKED AGAIN .. DONT SAY PEOPLE NEVER GIVE U CHANCE LA .AND HELLO WHY MUST I TRANSFER SCHOOL MAN .. NOT YOU .. ITS PEOOPLE WHO CANT STAND YOUR DESPONESS .. NOT THEY CANT STAND MINE .. THE PERSON WHO IS SUPPOSSED TO DISAPPEAR IN FRONT OF PEOPLE'S FACE IS YOU MAN ! YOU YOU YOU !AND HELLO ... YOU SEE ON TOP .. EVEN ONE SENTENCE ALSO CANNOT SAY PROPERLY .. OR TYPE PROPERLY .. THE PERSON WHO AINT SUPPOSSED TO TAKE THE O's IS YOU MAN ... I NEVER SAY U CANT MAKE MISTAKES .. BUT THE PROBLEM IS .. YOU MADE IT AGAIN AND AGAIN ..HOW MANY TIMES U ASK ME WHAT I TELL YH ?? ONCE DURING FNN TWICE AT THE CARPARK .. I DOWANNA MENTION MORE LA LATER U PAISEH HOR .. I SEE TURTLES SMALL NIA .. GIVE THEM FACE LA .. AND IS NOT I WEAK CANNOT GO IN FRONT OF U LAR HOR .. SUAY SUAY SHORT PEOPLE MUST SIT IN FRONT LA HOR . WANT ME JUMP BUILDING HAR .. SHOW ME 1ST LA ... OOPS I FORGOT .. TURTLES HAVE HARD SHELL .. HIDE INSIDE THEN WONT DIE HOR ... ZZZ ... I SHALL PRETEND I DONT HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU MAN .. AND I NEVER SAY U SCARED RIGHT ?? I GOT SAY MEH ?? NO ... the freaking problem now is i cant stand it .. so i just say what i wanna say in MY BLOG ... i never stop u from writing right . and seriously lor your timing SUCKS .. and i have witness .. wellz u want name right ?? i name it our for you .. SHARLENE ..happy ?? u think only u know how scold vulgarities i dono ar . you think only u angry i wont ar ... FUCK OFF MAN .! AND I NEVER STOP YOU FROM SAYING THINGS ABOUT ME .. I AM NOT EVEN GUILTY AT ALL .. U WAN SAY SAY LA .. YOUR MOUTH MA NOT MINE .. SO LIKE WHAT I WANNA SAY .. ITS MY MOUTH NOT YOURS U CANT STOP ME .. AT ALL ... AND WAN FIGHT AR .. LAI LA ... PLAY A UNISEX GAME .. DON SOCCER .. CHIBAI .. BASKETBALL LA .. KANASAI .. OR U WANT ANOTHER ONE .. SAY LA .. OHH IM SO SCARED ... and i dare you to read sharlene's blog man .. especially the webdings part .. SOLVE IT THEN SAY LA HOR .